My life cannot get any worse.

My friend and I were supposed to visit Greece together on a school trip but then due to the unstable condition of the country the destination was changed to Thailand and now she backed out saying, that the Mafia there is too strong.

I don’t give a shit about what she thinks because she led me on all this time and now she’s backed out. What am I supposed to do with myself? I feel like I’m hopeless and I can’t do anything to do about this because I just can’t, it’s out of my hands.

My friends have been the most, disloyal, misleading, lying people I’ve ever know. My standards of friendship are on the same level as me knowing a stranger.



My friends are people I wouldn’t call “religious” but not liberal either.

They tried forcing their opinion on me. One of them left our WattsApp group but I added her back and tried making her see sense, but instead she attacked me again and left yet again.

Then another of my friends took her side and she took tried forcing the same argument on me. I refused to be manipulated and that’s what ticked them off. I wanted to put things right but instead they just kept attacking me, so I deleted the group.

Why do the people who you expect the most from end up disappointing you the most too?

Sometimes I wish that I just had a friend who would understand me and care for me. I don’t really care if the friend’s a girl or a boy as long as they are ready to listen to me.

Teenage years can be more challenging that one expects them to be. This time of your life you have no real life partner, you can’t trust anyone and you have no idea what to do with problems you don’t even understand fully.

It’s in times like these that God is your only supporter and friend. He is one you must turn to and seek guidance from.




I’ve already written a post about what has actually happened, if you want to know the background please scroll down my posts and read it (it has the same title.)


My “supposed BFF” has a boyfriend and it was their two year anniversary last month and she back then she just told me that they’d be going out together to celebrate, that’s it.

Now, today in school she was sitting next to me and we were just talking about random things when I brought it up and asked for details. Here’s how the conversation went:

Her: We went to this restaurant.

Me: Uhuh.

Her: He stopped the car in the parking lot and then asked me to go open the trunk of the car.

Me: Okay.

Her: So, I got out and opened it and guess what was in it?!

Me: What was it?

Her: The top had a paper taped to it which said, “I love you” and inside the trunk itself was a teddy bear!

Me: Aww! That was so cute and sweet of him! Aww!

After telling me all this she dropped the bomb. She said that one of our other friends as THERE WITH HER at that time. So, someone else knew about this all along and I just got to know about it and what more, SHE GOT TO BE THERE AND I JUST GOT HEAR ABOUT IT!


I was in school, so I couldn’t cry or anything but I was so heartbroken that I didn’t even feel like talking to my “supposed BFF” at that time anymore.

Now, tell me is this unfair or what?

Family & Blessings

There are different levels of loving your family.

One is giving them a hug everyday. The next is posting pictures of them with cheesy captions on social networking websites. Third, you show affection towards them by spending time with them. Lastly, you learn to feel what they feel.

According to me the last level of love “learning to feel what they feel” is the most important of all. There are certain periods of life when certain members of the family tend to lose all hope. It is at times like that when they need you most.

I’ll state a very simple example here. When parents start getting old their biggest blessing is their children happy with their families and them checking on them once in a while.

But then there are times which I hope no one has to see their parents go through. It is the time of financial crisis.

What parents go through at such times is something indescribable. The tension is the family is highest of all. You need to be careful of what topic you touch at what time and then there are certain things you never discuss out of the mare fear that someone might get hurt or that you might open healing wounds.

I being a teenager can’t do much to help my parents. All¬†¬†I can do¬†is pray to God to help them sort out their¬†matters in the best way possible.

In addition, money is everything. Some¬†people who¬†HAVEN’T had to face financial problems may think otherwise¬†but this is what I know because of all that me¬†and my family are going through. Money may not be able to buy¬†you¬†friends or happiness or many other important things. But what money can buy is internal satisfaction and for me that¬†is¬†THE most important thing in life. As long as you’re satisfied, you’re happy. When you’re not, your life is¬†turned upside¬†down.

I don’t¬†know¬†how to conclude this but just remember that what God has given you, He gave you for a reason, so cherish¬†while you can and¬†don’t¬†forget to thank him for it because you don’t know when or how He might take it away from you. If¬†God can give¬†you things, He can also take them away from you.

So, be thankful for what you have and live your life.

Elections 2016

I’ve been following the news and updates pretty closely on all social media websites as well as all major politics sites too. There is something that struck me to be quite strange.

There are hardly any people who support the ones they’re voting for instead they like criticizing the ones that they’re against.

For example, on Twitter, open any¬†tweet but any of the candidates¬†(majorly, Hillary Clinton or Donald Trump) and just read the¬†comments that¬†are there¬†for that tweet. Almost all of them will be¬†pointing out the faults of that politician or¬†arguing why that person shouldn’t be president, or even pointing out who they want instead of that person. But they’re there criticizing others, but not supporting the one, they’re saying is worthy of the position.

I’ve come to believe that it’s in human nature to criticize EVERYTHING instead of looking for something positive in a situation.

But don’t you think that this aspect of human nature is very wrong?

Think About It (2)

This universe is made up of millions of galaxies and each galaxy has millions of stars and planets within it. One of these galaxies is the milky way which too has thousands of stars and planets. Nine (or rather eight) we are truly familiar with. One of these is a round piece of land and water call Earth. Compared to the entire universe the Earth is the size of an ant.

In this very small area we’ve managed to create so many problems that they are uncountable and hard to solve. These problems are either bombs. One day in Syria, the next day in France then the next day in Pakistan, then in Turkey and these haven’t stopped. Everyday humans kill humans. Everyday people lose their¬† lives.

In one part of the world people are fighting over the rule of an extremely small piece of land, in another country the people who are rulers are just robbing people of money.

Why are we doing all this? Why can’t we all¬†live in peace and harmony without any nationalities or religions dividing us? The planet we live on is so small but still why do we have to go through all this?

The answer is simple because we’ve deviated from the path of wisdom. Our lives have been over run by things we consider more important than humanity. There is something that every living individual American or Chinese, Christian or Muslim, male or female alike need to understand. Technology, money and fame is not what humans are born for. They are born to care for and love each other.

If we can’t even fulfill our purpose of birth then are we really worthy of calling ourselves human?

Sometimes, I just sit and think about my future and by “future”¬†I mean death. Everyone’s going to die one day, it can be tomorrow or after ten years. It can be because of a gun or a disease that your body acquires. Death is inevitable.

Now, I’m going to show you the bigger image of our reality.

We live on the tiniest piece of land imaginable. We are all going to die one day. Despite having this knowledge and knowing it we don’t care and strive to grab as many riches as possible. Why can’t we understand that this isn’t our purpose of life?

If you read this then you should know that I’m a human who’s sick and tired of all¬†that’s going on in this world and wants it to end.

Thank you for reading this post.

BFF betrayed me! *heart broken*

Here’s the most recent story from my life:

Where I live, we get the option between two different systems to study in after eighth grade. I chose one of them and my best friend chose the other. Now, we were in the same grade but different sections. This shouldn’t have caused any problems because it’s not like we were in different schools but just different classrooms.

But, since last year she started getting closer to one of our other friends who’s in the same system as her. I kept dragging on our friendship in the hope that she still cared for me as a sister the way we had for the past three years. But I started loosing all hope when she wouldn’t even talk to me during lunch break. She would be there with me but it would be as if I wasn’t even there as she would just be talking to that other girl.

Best friends are supposed to be like sisters and according to a trend in my school, all BFFs post pictures together on social networking websites. She had our picture on, but then I deactivated my account since I had gotten bored from the site and today after hoping all that time that she still considered me as her friend, I found pictures of her with that other girl.

My heart has shattered into a million pieces.

(This story might make no sense at all but it makes all the sense to me because this is the first time I’ve ever had my heart broken.)

Amateur Writing

I would love it if any person who reads this post goes and reads my story on Wattpad called “The Royal & The Housemaid” My username is @me_Tehreem.

Please do give it a shot ūüôā