Friends

My friends are people I wouldn’t call “religious” but not liberal either.

They tried forcing their opinion on me. One of them left our WattsApp group but I added her back and tried making her see sense, but instead she attacked me again and left yet again.

Then another of my friends took her side and she took tried forcing the same argument on me. I refused to be manipulated and that’s what ticked them off. I wanted to put things right but instead they just kept attacking me, so I deleted the group.

Why do the people who you expect the most from end up disappointing you the most too?

Sometimes I wish that I just had a friend who would understand me and care for me. I don’t really care if the friend’s a girl or a boy as long as they are ready to listen to me.

Teenage years can be more challenging that one expects them to be. This time of your life you have no real life partner, you can’t trust anyone and you have no idea what to do with problems you don’t even understand fully.

It’s in times like these that God is your only supporter and friend. He is one you must turn to and seek guidance from.

*sighs*

 

BFF betrayed me! *heart broken*

Here’s the most recent story from my life:

Where I live, we get the option between two different systems to study in after eighth grade. I chose one of them and my best friend chose the other. Now, we were in the same grade but different sections. This shouldn’t have caused any problems because it’s not like we were in different schools but just different classrooms.

But, since last year she started getting closer to one of our other friends who’s in the same system as her. I kept dragging on our friendship in the hope that she still cared for me as a sister the way we had for the past three years. But I started loosing all hope when she wouldn’t even talk to me during lunch break. She would be there with me but it would be as if I wasn’t even there as she would just be talking to that other girl.

Best friends are supposed to be like sisters and according to a trend in my school, all BFFs post pictures together on social networking websites. She had our picture on ask.fm, but then I deactivated my account since I had gotten bored from the site and today after hoping all that time that she still considered me as her friend, I found pictures of her with that other girl.

My heart has shattered into a million pieces.

(This story might make no sense at all but it makes all the sense to me because this is the first time I’ve ever had my heart broken.)